WARNING: That journal was made to throw out my emotions!
Omg... It was the worst month I have ever. I've heard so many bad informations that I still can't get it how does can that be true. That's too much for one person.
I've wake up every day and pray for normal day, but after few hours it was worse than yesterday. How cruel it must be. Karma! What I've done to feel so much pain.
Even that I've seen the falling star didn't help. Wish didn't came true...
I feel empty and weak. C'mon... I wes laughing all the time. I've been so happy person but now it's hard to be happy. Never feel like this before.
And I'm also stressed that I can't get my document from cracow which I need to get to school and learn massage and work in hospital. Don't know what to do...

thank for people who still love me and help even when it was so hard to do and I dissapoint them so many times
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iisjah ~
rejlan ~
Ejri and some other friends